Fragile

The other day I was just thinking back to when Colton was a new born. I was so scared the first few days to hold him because he was so small, delicate and fragile. He had the most precious tiny hands and feet. He needed me, he relied on me, and he couldn't live without me. He was such a sweet and content baby just as long as his belly was full but so dependent on me every hour of every day. On the journey that I am facing right now I feel so delicate and fragile. I feel like my heart is breaking a million times every single day for any different reason. My heart just hurts right now with the pain of a failed marriage. While out and about, I have run into different friends and family and just lose it upon seeing them. All I can do it just try and let them know I am doing okay and give them a hug. It seems I am on the verge of tears at all times. During this time I am so dependent on God to get me through each day. I can't survive a day without spending time in his Word and praying to him again and again. In this vulnerable position I have to cling to him desperately and stay close to him at all times of the day. This is a scary place to be in but God is near to the brokenhearted. This is the kind of relationship he desires to have with all of us whom he has chosen!